Lunch time today... I'm a fucking mess. I'm so weak. I ended up eating two pieces of garlic pizza, some french fries and a small salad. Luckily enough, I also drank enough water that my body began "Telling me" it was time to purge. Thus, I spent another 5 minutes bent over in a bathroom stall. I have no will power. I just kept telling myself it was ok to eat all of the food because I could just throw it up afterwards. I wish I was strong enough to just not eat...I'm pathetic..fat and pathetic.

Stay strong lovelies

Lunch time, day one of my restricting.
I only ate a small salad in the cafeteria. Lettace, a little cheese, and a little bacon bits (to fill me up). I drank a alot of water too. This is much better then what I usually eat. I might go work out later, but I'm feeling really tired right now and my head is starting to hurt so I think I will take a nap. love you all.
stay strong,
Laura

This time I am going to do it.. I am going to lose weight. Not just a little weight..no, this time I will be thin. I'ts been a while, I've let myself befome a mess. But I know if i try hard enough I can do it. Today..my stats are...
Height: 5'1"
Weight: 160 (disgusting)
Short term goal: 130
Long term goal: 100